I want to be alone my entire life. I hate people.
Posted by Alone81189 on 6/30/2008 4:26:00 PM
People have never respected anything that I have had to say. I have never been invited to anything special. People made fun of me in elementary school for being fat. I never talked to anyone because anytime I did, no one would listen. I have let people walk all over me my entire life because I wanted to be liked. My parents let my brother hit me and then defend him when I an crying about being hurt. My mom wont let me go anywhere because she says I need to stay home and do chores and work. She takes my brother everywhere with his friends. I used to be a people person that got along with everyone but I wanted to be surrounded by independent people that longed for a better future. I havent found them. The people I am surrounded by eat whatever they want to, never exercise, only play electronics, hit eachother, yell at each other, and tear other people down to make themselves feel better. Anytime I try to go against these norms I get grounded or disliked or hit or made fun of. I now hate people and never want to be around anyone. I don't want to die. I want to have a better life than everyone around me. I want to be respected for my beliefs. I am refusing to talk with anyone for a very long time because no one I am surrounded by has anything good to say. I hate people. I am better alone
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I find it kind of ironic that us who get these anti-social feelings are the ones who go online to talk about them. Honestly I think you are better off alone. Everyone always thinks they need somone to make them happy. Why? I understand that natural human behavior is to bond and create relationships with people, but we've come to depend on these relationships for our happiness. I respect your decision to isolate yourself. Make yourself happy; I made a decision like yours, and yes I do feel lonely some times.... alot in fact... but overall I feel alot more comfortable, and I feel like I have control of my life.
Posted by $#$ on 7/7/2008 2:39:00 AM (Report abuse)
Hitting, yelling and belittling people is not the norm, with that being said, growing up is hard!
The good news is that life only gets better. Unfortunatly we can't chose our family that we are born with but you can chose your friends and some day you can have a family of your oun.
You have alot to look forward too. :)
The good news is that life only gets better. Unfortunatly we can't chose our family that we are born with but you can chose your friends and some day you can have a family of your oun.
You have alot to look forward too. :)
Posted by LuLu on 7/5/2008 11:17:00 PM (Report abuse)
Oh trust me kiddo, we're out there. Its tough finding those few but we exist. Plus, I can't stand those types of people either
Posted by The Few...The Proud on 7/1/2008 12:54:00 PM (Report abuse)
move away to a deserted island!!
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Posted by Kk7 on 7/1/2008 12:26:00 PM (Report abuse)
i know kind of how that feels im sorry you feel that way and you shouldnt have to. i hope things get better for you. you seem so genuine.
Posted by Audrina on 6/30/2008 9:55:00 PM (Report abuse)