I want to die.

I used to want to die, and then it stopped for a while.Now, I want to die again.I hate my life.How people want to "help" but just end up making it worse...possibly on purpose.I hate how no one understands.I hate how everyone judges.I hate that I'm too scared to commit suicide.I hate that if I do, i'm going to hell.I hate how I have to smile when everyone is around, but end up crying myself to sleep every night.I hate how no guy would never even look at me twice.I hate how I'm never good enough.I hate how I'm always the third wheel.I'm done crying...'cause I'm done with life.
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Please don't listen to HElovesyou11...prayer doesn't solve anything. You're not going to hell.
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Lydiandreams
God Loves you.... please pray.. and watch this video and know someone HIM, the almighty CREATOR... is here for you.. never left your side. The devil is in your live, and you should rebuke him!

http://youtube.com/watch?v=cyheJ480LYA
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HElovesyou11
Killing yourself is never the answer! but a little fight through this can lead to great happiness, life WILL get better!! i dont know how old you are but if your young, you have your whole life ahead of you where your gunna find someone whose amazing and your going to be very happy, and im sure all your family loves you! either if you dont think they do , trust me they do!! :) your life will get soo much better! everyones does! MY has and many others has too.....
just hold on in there!! i will always be here if u need me :)
all my love

- Rebekah xx
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P.S

Please hang in there.
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Lydiandreams
don't say that. For at least 9 years I wanted to kill myself. I had everything, yet nothing at the same time. But within the space of a year, I finally found happiness. It didn't involve any bullshit religion, any near-death experience, or any revelations. I won't tell you what it did involve, but I know that the same thing will happen to you soon. It happens to everyone who feels like that.

As for going to hell, that's definitely not true. I don't believe in a God, but if there was one, he wouldn't send people to hell just because they took the easy way instead of fighting on. I think people who do go through with it deserve respect for battling it, but losing. They don't deserve to go to 'hell', and anyone who says otherwise is wrong.
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