I WANT TO DIE
I hate myself and I want to kill myself.I have already tried to slit my wrists but it didn't work.I claw at my face every day and I try to make myself feel prittier but I look uglier and now I look like I have been in an accident.People keep asking me to take the bandage off but I refuse because it is so embarrasing.I hate my life and I hate my family because they wantto disown me.I am going to kill myelf tonight if noone responds.I need help desperately now.I already bought a pistol so I will shoot myself in the temple at 12:00 tonight.I already have 7 counsellors for every problem that I have.They all check my weight because I binge every day.I'm so fucked up.
xoxo gonna do it!
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xoxo gonna do it!
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I feel the same way i want to kill myself,,i have increasingly bad pain in my body,,if i dont keep walking the pain will not go away,i have to keep active,,I had a hard life too,i had to quit school because all the kids at school would make fun of me,and attack me if i talked back to them.They would hurt me physically and non physically,so i had to quit school,because i was gonna to kill them,because i hated them cause they were so mean,so i did the right thang and quit school,now im 30,i still live with my parents because i cant get a good enough paying job to support myself.So i still live with them,my dad tried to molest me at age 24 yearsold,he never tried to in my childhood or growing up,,until i hit 24,,hes makeing my life worse ,,because i cant stand to look at his disguisting face after what he did to me,,but i have no where else to live,but here with him.So i have alot of problems,,i dont want to die,but i feel i have to,because their is no other way out.So think about that,,is their any other way out of your probelms????if suicide is the only way then do it,,just remeber to pray first before u do it....Pray to Jesus and see if u still want to afterward.
Posted by an anonymous user on 9/26/2009 12:35:00 AM (Report abuse)
Im in so much pain on a daily basis that I have lost 9 jobs in 7 years. Im a social worker with a masters degree. I get daily migraines and have pinched nerve in neck for whick i have to make 90 darvocet and 90 baclofen stretch out as much as possible. When I run out the pain is intolerable and I OFTEN think of suicide. I really dont know why Im here. Im 40 years old and cant make a living, have no kids, am divorced. I just cant take this...the pain is every day and will never get better...only worse. I just really want to die but I dont want to disappoint God or go to hell even though it cant be too different from THIS.
Posted by an anonymous user on 6/1/2009 11:25:00 PM (Report abuse)
See so many people care for u..please dun harm yourself anymore....like someone said here...live for tomorrow.Things will get better...put trust in yourself..
Posted by gul on 5/7/2009 11:06:00 AM (Report abuse)
I've been molested by 3 different guys in my life. My family has already disowned me and I'm out on the limb on my own. I'm stressing over school and work, I tried killing myself when I was 7 years old. I eventually faced my problems but haven't found any resolution. What I did figure out is that things happen and its none of our faults. We are who we are and the only thing we have is to better ourselves and our lives but we have to continue with tomorrow to do that. I've never had counseling and my family only tell me to forget. I'm not asking you to forget anything. I'm asking you to save yourself from oneself. Don't do it. I hope its not too late. Please respond to my post right now! I'm here!
Posted by an anonymous user on 5/7/2009 2:00:00 AM (Report abuse)
so do i
your parents do love you and so does everyone around you and it will take time to be happy but wait
so many good things in life to experience my life is all that also
so im not someone who just loves life i have many issue too
please live you friends do really care for you
your parents do love you and so does everyone around you and it will take time to be happy but wait
so many good things in life to experience my life is all that also
so im not someone who just loves life i have many issue too
please live you friends do really care for you
Posted by kka111 on 5/7/2009 1:17:00 AM (Report abuse)
Please don't kill yourself - you have brought tears to my eyes..... I would give you a big hug if you where near me... I never had any friends as a young person, never had a friend at school. No one like me. But I survived and now at 52 years old I can still feel the pain of those years, that what makes us human and who we are.... I bet if you hang in there, one day you will save someone life too just by being here.
Posted by an anonymous user on 5/7/2009 1:17:00 AM (Report abuse)
i hope you dont
Posted by xfftlfan4evax on 5/7/2009 1:15:00 AM (Report abuse)