I Want To Leave My Life

My life has been so hard for as far back as I can remember....As a child, I was molested by my moms second husband and then my mom turned around and married a petifile.I've always been mistreated or neglected and felt alone.When I got older I moved away with afriend hoping things would be better and for a while they were.So, I started feeling like I was a lil bit wilder than I needed to be so I started a serious relationship.He cheated we broke up then got back together.We then moved in together, but something felt sooooo off.The relationship lacked intimacy.Now this may sound stupid, but we married anyway.Here we are 11 yrs later and still no intamicy.I fed up and getting ready to leave.I dont want to cheat cause I'm not a slut and I never want to intentionally hurt him as I feel he is doing to me
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mizzallen
I understand the part when you were younger ive been and still there.
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