After yesterday I want nothing more than to be done with you. I told you to leave and when you left I missed you like crazy and regretted telling you ever to leave. You told me you were going home. That you were leaving in a few days and I begged you to stay. I honestly thought I could get over this. I haven't slept, I have a migrane, I'm stressed & I feel sick to my stomache. I want to be with you more than anything. I need to be with you. I'm in love with you & I know you love me. I really want to let ths go and move on & forget this ever happened. I wish you knew how much you seriously hurt me. I wish you knew I was crying right now. I wish you would come and apologize. I wish I thought you would never have another secret life. I know you too well though. This will never stop. I'm going to break up with you in about 5 minutes. I hope you change & come back to me one day. I'll wait. I promise.
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pain
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