Not because I like it here, but because I feel like I can't handle any change right now.I feel conflicted, my beliefs and views are all jumbled, changing every day.I would like to be home, but the change and the stress of re-packing and heading back will be too much.Sadly, I don't have a say in any of this, and I'm probably going back to my town sometime Sunday or Monday.

Maybe it would be better to go back already.I miss having my own room and bed, the luxury of privacy.