I wear my chains, i wear my black, i wear...
Posted by an anonymous user on 10/22/2008 10:31:00 PM
I wear my chains,
i wear my black,
i wear my oversized pants,
i wear my dark make up,
i wear my label goth,
because it covers up,
the scars and bruises,
that she gives me,
it keeps me locked away,
from your eyes,
so you won't laugh,
so you won't harass me,
so you won't hurt me,
because i'm already hurt.
and the only time I wear,
short sleeves and capris,
is when she hugs me,
and says sorry,
even though I know it's fake,
even though I know she don't mean it,
i miss my mommy.
and this is all I have...
my chains...
my black...
my pants...
my make up...
my label...
and the injuries and hurt,
that let me know,
i exist,
if only in pain,
and fake love,
i exist.
i'm still waiting for you to save me daddy.
Tags: fake, love, mom, dad, hurt, beat, goth
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i wear my black,
i wear my oversized pants,
i wear my dark make up,
i wear my label goth,
because it covers up,
the scars and bruises,
that she gives me,
it keeps me locked away,
from your eyes,
so you won't laugh,
so you won't harass me,
so you won't hurt me,
because i'm already hurt.
and the only time I wear,
short sleeves and capris,
is when she hugs me,
and says sorry,
even though I know it's fake,
even though I know she don't mean it,
i miss my mommy.
and this is all I have...
my chains...
my black...
my pants...
my make up...
my label...
and the injuries and hurt,
that let me know,
i exist,
if only in pain,
and fake love,
i exist.
i'm still waiting for you to save me daddy.
Tags: fake, love, mom, dad, hurt, beat, goth
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Honey, come out of your dark prison that you've locked your self up in and stand up and fight the pain and misery you have surrounded yourself in. Wait for no one to save you, because the person your waiting for may need to save himself first. Shed each garmet of darkness until you can feel the light on your scars and bruises, and tentatively test the way it feels to live again in the light, unscarred by trials, and unscathed by the pain inflicted by selfish parents. Take the child within you by the hand, and lead her back out into life again and nurture her with gentleness and love of self. Only you can save the child.
Posted by babyhedred on 10/23/2008 8:53:00 AM (Report abuse)