I wish i didnt love you anymore
Posted by an anonymous user on 9/14/2008 4:11:00 PM
Theres this girl named elisha.she was the light of my world.she fucking broke my fragile heart and I honestly I think that she set out to do it on purpose.im bisexual and she had never been with a girl before me (or so she said).But anyways I just fell for her I mean buying shyt for her when I barely made 100 dollars a week.not that she asked me to but it just felt good to feel in love.i never felt mutual love in a relationship so this was a whole new feeling for me.so we go out and these are the best 4 months of my life.Then she breaks up with me and for the life of me I just couldnt function.about 2 months later I tried to kill myself.didnt work.im still here.and right now all I can do is listen to love songs and reminisce over our lost love.i still want to kill myself and I will suceed! ! ! ! !
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hey cmon, life is so much better than this..really...ive had my heart broken miserably...believe me, life has much better people. who care.
Posted by cecilia on 9/16/2008 12:35:00 PM (Report abuse)
One girl should not be the determining factor on if you should kill yourself. We all get depressed, some even suicidal. It's not in my place to try and convince you not to kill yourself, it is ultimately your decision.
There's a big sea out there, and even if your Moby Dick you've been hanging onto finally got away from you, there's always a Rainbow Fish that you will be able to see if you have the mind to look up and forward instead of looking at your shoes. (:
There's a big sea out there, and even if your Moby Dick you've been hanging onto finally got away from you, there's always a Rainbow Fish that you will be able to see if you have the mind to look up and forward instead of looking at your shoes. (:
Posted by Penguin on 9/14/2008 10:16:00 PM (Report abuse)
Oh my, I am so sorry for your loss of a wonderful feeling you once held in your heart. It is both physically and mentally scarring when the trust and the love we give people is so brutally betrayed, especially when we give everything we possibly can to that person. Really, my heart goes out to you, I feel your pain. And I apologise for this but tonight at 11:11 (yes, I wish on 11:11) I will be wishing that you don't succeed in killing yourself. Losing love hurts more then if the weight of the world were to come crashing down on our shoulders, but I truly feel like it's no reason to end the life you have been given. We all go through hard times, physical/mental abuse, rape, loved ones being murdered, addictions, there's so many to name. And I can think of countless times when I've been close to ending my own life, but then I think about all of those people out there who died young, and I realise that they would kill to be given my life, pain and all. Life's not beautiful without the pain, because if we never saw the bad things in life, we wouldn't know a good thing if it punched us in the face. So please, don't try to kill yourself, enjoy what you have.
Posted by Ghost on 9/14/2008 10:00:00 PM (Report abuse)