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I wish she would have never said that

Posted by an anonymous user on 6/30/2008 6:32:00 AM

About a year ago i was in my bathroom with no bra on looking at my self in teh merror when unexpectingly my best friend walked in and laughed and asked me what i was doing. I quickly put on my shirt and she asked me what i was doing.I quickly replyed with a stern nothing but she made me tell her. (By the way im pretty average not fat not skinny im 5'6 5'7 ish and i weigh 148 pound but i have size C 38 boobs). And i told her i was seeing what it would look life if i was really skinny and had smaller boobs. She laughed and said that wehn i grow up she could picture me with huge boobs like dog chatmens wife ( dog the bounty hunter). The fact that she looked at me and thats what she saw made me sick to my stomach i never want to be like that i just want to be like everyoneelse sad enough to say. Since that day i havent really eaten i eat a bit a day and im fine but days when i do eat i have to get rid of the food because im afraid of my reflection im afraid that one day il be just like beth and all my worst night mares will come true. Iv tryed to stop but im not just going to sit there and let my biggest fear come true right infront of my eyes. I only look at my self naked when i get out of the shower because the steam makes me feel better abotu my self.

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hmm well .
she did say a bitchy thing . so she probally isnt a nice friend in the firstplace anyway , so id get over her first and what she said . yeh .
shes probally jelouss .

Posted by Demi-ooo on 7/10/2008 2:20:00 AM (Report abuse)

wow you cant let her get to you like that. i bet shes jealous of you.

but anyways, wen i was in 7th grade, i accidentaly told this girl that she looked big in the dress she was wearing. it was really flowy. she took it the wrong way and barely ate the whole summer. she taunted me the rest of my high school years for "making fun of her"

so, dont take it so serious. just make yourself as pretty as you can be, and boost your confidence. i bet she'll Really feel bad then!!!

Posted by Kk7 on 7/1/2008 12:31:00 PM (Report abuse)

Well, I don't know it she was kidding or not, but that's a really bitchy thing to say. You should tell her she kind of reminds you of the type of girl who might have a venereal disease.