I wish you would open your eyes

Posted by an anonymous user on 8/1/2008 11:47:00 PM

I care for you so freaking much, it drives me insane that I never see you because you're always with her, it's like the only time you hang out with other people is when she's busy. That's not how friends should be, right? It kills me inside to see you fall so hard for a girl who flirts with everyone and has basically cheated on you a couple times but you were never upset with her. I try to tell myself not to pass judgements on your relationship because I don't know what's really going on, but from the outside, it just doesn't seem like a very healthy relationship. You spend every minute of your time with her, and that's sweet and all, but you have friends who love you and want to see you too. A healthy relationship is one where you know how to balance the time you spend with your partner and your friends. From what I've heard you guys fight a lot, there's always something with you two, drama drama drama. I wonder if you can go a day without making out with her, that's one of the only things you guys do. One of your other friends has a theory about that, that maybe you guys have gotten bored with each other, but you're so attached that breaking up isn't an option, so you just kiss all day. I wish you could open your eyes and see that although this might seem great at the time, some day you two probably won't be together anymore, and where will all your friends be? I'll still be here, but it's hard to be there for someone who was never there for you and always ditched their friends to be with their girlfriend.
I hate myself for being so judgemental towards your relationship. And there is no 'why' to love, that's what I always tell myself, you can't explain your love for someone, because love is looking past all the persons faults and finding the beautiful things about them on the inside.
I wish you all the happiness in the world with her, I truly do, just please, don't forget about me, and all the people who have been there, all the people who care about you so much.
Good luck.

Tags: love, alone

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