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Posted by an anonymous user on 10/12/2008 5:11:00 AM

Wish there was someone who'd listen to me when I'm about to speak.I am a person who has completely withdrawn into myself, who has put up 1000 walls between myself and other people...who is always wearing a mask, mostly in the form of a smile.I listen to others when they have problems.They seek me out, because I understand people more than I should.I give them advice, and they take.But it seems whenever I manage to beat down the walls in between me and some other person, whenever I finally force myself to let it out, to just tell someone what I have been through, what I'm feeling...scarier yet, what I'm thinking...they shut me down.They dismiss what I'm saying before I've even gotten close to the point.So I crawl right back into that dark pit inside myself, and sew it back up.
I'm pretty much at the point of dispising other people.

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Yeah, I have the same problem of people coming to me with their problems, but not wanting to hear mine. You have to keep away from the those kind of people, they'll drain the life out of you. Not everyone is like that. I think there's a sign on my head that attracts those kinds of people to me. Maybe you have the same sign on your head. You just have to find someone who's a listener so you can talk to them. Try some online chat rooms that are centered around an interest of yours.

Posted by an anonymous user on 10/12/2008 6:27:00 PM (Report abuse)

u need 2 becareful whu u let in...smtymes you let ppl in nd u think u can tlk 2 them bt they dnt reli care.......mst of the tyme they end up hurtin' u........................smtymes itz best 2 tell a complete stranger, they dnt knw u, wnt judge, bt will normally listen 2 u..................................................bt ur a gr8 person whu is willin' 2 help evrybody be4 herself...
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good luck-i hope that helped
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Posted by ladeeMD on 10/12/2008 9:28:00 AM (Report abuse)

oh my god, i have the exact same problem, me and my friends go to this park to drink i got pissed then went to tispy, by this time everyone had drunken more and all had different problems, one of my friends was paraletic, one friend put lighter fluid in the alcohol to kill herself and in turn poisoned the paraletic friend, one frind had been dumped another had had a fight with her boyfriend, i helped them all one at a time but then completely broke down and started crying through worry about my friend, wanna know how many came to my aid? nobody. i sat on the grass crying and nobody cared.
i cant help you but at least your not alone

Posted by MissingYou on 10/12/2008 5:19:00 AM (Report abuse)

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