I'd rather die than go to work.

The endless cycle begins. Waste my life working to make money, then use that money to pay for housing expenses, food, gas, etc. so I can work some more. No money is left over by the end of the pay cycle. I'm basically living to work, paycheck to paycheck, with barely enough to scrape by. I don't lead an extravagant lifestyle. I never go out, I don't drink, I don't squander money uselessly. I basically just go home and watch TV. I don't really have any goals or anything I want to do with my life. I just want to be left alone.

I think I'm going to end myself.
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the philosophy of the paid slave.
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tcp
paid slaves, thats what we are,
we have no chains, like the old days
there are no whips,
born to become a paid slave
there is no freedom
will humanity ever be free?
not it my lifetime, waiting for god, the end, i hope there's no heaven, just waiting to get to the nothing, one little year at a time.
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tcp
worked as a long distance driver for years now due to family commitments i have be near home more, taken on a job where i have to integrate into a team of people, that's where the problems came into my life, now I'm just trying to get through the day like it never happened, i try not to talk to anyone during the day and keep to myself i find the less i talk to them when the end of the shift comes i have almost no memory of the day, its a bit like long distance driving you start at A get to B say 4 hours later, and you find your mind just discards the journy its a bit disconcerting at first but now i have adapted this method to my every day work life, i clock out and and look back and its like I've managed to get through the day like it never happened, extend this thought concept for the rest of my life,
just trying to get through the rest of my life like it never happened,
now looking forwards to achieving my end game,
become old and with this life plan i can see a future where i can look back
and its like life never happened.
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tcp
Ahhhhhhhh!

It's good to know I'm not the only one who walks into the building and wishes someone would fly a f*****g airplane into it. When I'm getting dental work done I actually say it's better than being at work; I had a colonoscopy and said the same thing. Death can't come soon enough.
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pbetftdi
I have been working as a teacher in a public school for almost four years now, and I can honestly say I'd rather being taken to hell than having to teach for five more minutes of my life. My problem is that I am a English Literature graduate, and despite having diplomas in insurance and QAM I am still unable to find another job. I have IBS and it's terrible, every morning I get up I wish I could die instead of going to work, I am always absent from work and feel horrible throughout the day, every day.
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noobsaibotlang
I know how you feel, I want to get out too.
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tatnella
So there's this homeless guy, right?
And kids walk by and make fun of him all the time.
"He's CRAZY. All he does is sit under the boardwalk and beg for money!"
So one day, a little bitch of a kid goes up to him and says, "You're crazy! Get a job!"
And the dirty, hungry man says, "Crazy is working 40 hours a week doing something you hate to impress people who wouldn't accept you if you didn't."
Just. Something.
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Keyla
Oh God you sound just like my father. :(((
he is just like this, no motivation no real goals. He won't buy groceries, so there's never any food or even water. He comes home from working at a job he hates working at all day long, Sits on the couch and tunes out. He dosent buy anything-just goes to the movies every weekend. Hes home all by himself half the time cause my brother and me are at our mothers.
Honestly I don't know what I can do to help him help himself.
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