last night i went to hang out with this guy i like. he was with all his friends. i noticed one of his friends was my bestfriends ex boyfriend (nick) that she still had feelings for. by the end of the night me and the kid i liuke didnt talk very much, so he had to leave then. i was hanging out with his friends (5 guys). my friends ex bf offered to drive me home. i was like okay. that whole night he was talkin to me alot and stuff. once he dropped me off he kissed me and we hooked up. I DID NOT WANT TO AT ALLLL! BUT I HAVE PROBLEMS WITH SAYING NO!. anyways i was crying like crazy cause i felt bad. he said he always liked me and never liked her and all this stuff. he txts me and is lke can u sneak out. and im lke sure (i have no clue why i said sure). so i do and im with him and his 3 other frinds. we kiss and all that stuff and he really likes me and is like what if we go out what are you gunna tell kristen(my best friend). and since im on the spot im like idk. wen he drops me off again were txting tht night and he wants me to tell kristen but im like its not gunna work blah bla blah and hes lke why are you doing this annie i really like you your like tearin me apart. so i get a txt from andrew (the kid i liked) and he says lets hang out again tomorrow i like you. i tell him i like him to cause i really do. so this morning nick tells kristen that we like each other and we hooked up and all tht stuff and i snuck out and stuff. kristen calls me and is like i wont get mad just tell me the truth. but im the biggest idiot and deni the whole thing. i am lying straight to her face, and i still am, but i know she doesnt believe me. also andrew txted me and was like nick said you have a bf and i was like no i dont and hes like kristen told nick you do. i didnt know you were like that haha. bye. i didnt answer him so hes like so nick isnt lying? and i was like he is or someones mixed up cause i HAD a bf but we broke up. he didnt believe me (which is good, considering i do have a bf but hes cheating on me so im doing it right back. so now i think i lost my best friend, plus the kid i like. yeah im like the fakest person alive plus the most terrible person alive. i cant help it though its like i cant say no to anyone i feel to bad. so pretty much i wanna die right now and yeah say all the mean crap you want it cant get to me much now from everything else thats gone on. i just needed to share my story, it made me feel better. <3.
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