So I have been with my husband since I was 16 so thats 8yrs now.We have a 6yr old and I'm pregnant now, neither pregnancy was planned but atleast I'm sure this time who my babys father is.Both children are by my husband...Heres the twist I cheat ALOT.Last year I cheated on my husband numerous times and got pregnant by the man I cheated with who I was madly in love with.(i was withthis man for a few months while split with my husband and continued the affair when I got back with my husband) I NEVER told my husband that the baby was not his and I had an abortion while my husband begged me to keep the baby, I told him I couldnt because I took exstacy.Anyway I have cheated in him with about 6 different me the most recent being this october 28, 08 and I got prgenant at the end of november but I'm pretty sure my baby is my husband.I did tell my husband that I cheated at the halloween party and he forgave me instantly and he knows of about 4 other times I cheated but I cant stop cheating.I cant have sex due to a procedure I had for this pregnany but if I didnt have that done I'm pretty sure id be having sex with my ex...i cant orgasm unless I'm having sex with a man other then my husband! ! ! ! !