I'm bulimic, and I'm scared.
Posted by SweetxMasochism on 10/10/2008 11:31:00 PM
I've been bulimic for a year now.
I'm so scared that I'll never be able to stop.I don't want to stop, but I do...I already have horrible teeth, and a frequent sore throat.It hasn't lost me any weight, and now I'm trapped.But I can't tell anyone.Can't.If I do...my mom would die, then come back and kill me, and send me to shrinks and all manner of people we can't afford.We're relatively poor as it is, and we can't afford that sort of thing.My friends know, but we're all the "problem children" anyway, so of course they don't try and stop me.
I just wish that someone would...
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I'm so scared that I'll never be able to stop.I don't want to stop, but I do...I already have horrible teeth, and a frequent sore throat.It hasn't lost me any weight, and now I'm trapped.But I can't tell anyone.Can't.If I do...my mom would die, then come back and kill me, and send me to shrinks and all manner of people we can't afford.We're relatively poor as it is, and we can't afford that sort of thing.My friends know, but we're all the "problem children" anyway, so of course they don't try and stop me.
I just wish that someone would...
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bulimia is bad for a number of reasons, not only does it destroy your body, all the acids etc, but also mentally it can become like an addiction. to stop you just have to find something in yourself to hold onto when the urge overcomes you...
and also...
you dont lose any weight because by the time the food has gotten to your stomach you have already absorbed half the cals
and typically if you purge later you eat again thus consuming MORE then normal because youre hungry again.
and also...
you dont lose any weight because by the time the food has gotten to your stomach you have already absorbed half the cals
and typically if you purge later you eat again thus consuming MORE then normal because youre hungry again.
Posted by an anonymous user on 10/11/2008 3:49:00 PM (Report abuse)
i agree with penguin. it's unfortunate that your friends don't try to stop you. so now you have to be accountable for yourself and your own life and let someone like a counselor know.
Posted by Taye1402 on 10/11/2008 2:48:00 AM (Report abuse)
You should try asking a close friend of yours to be accountable for you. Call them up whenever you feel the urge to throw up.
If you go to school, go to your counselor or school psychologist and tell them what you want to tell them. Ask them to not let your mother to know.
If you go to school, go to your counselor or school psychologist and tell them what you want to tell them. Ask them to not let your mother to know.
Posted by Penguin on 10/11/2008 1:16:00 AM (Report abuse)