I'm done.
I'm done with food.
My eating disorder has brought me so far before where I was so so skinny.
And now of course I am eating like a cow and am fat again.
I feel gross.
I'm about 130 now way bigger then normal, (but not my biggest don't EVER want to get there again)
I'm 5'8" and I'm getting down to 110-115 by June 1st.
Severely restricting/fasting, gym 3-5 times a week, riding once a week, eating only when made to and only healthy.
I'M done!
Fuck you Mia, I want Ana back.
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My eating disorder has brought me so far before where I was so so skinny.
And now of course I am eating like a cow and am fat again.
I feel gross.
I'm about 130 now way bigger then normal, (but not my biggest don't EVER want to get there again)
I'm 5'8" and I'm getting down to 110-115 by June 1st.
Severely restricting/fasting, gym 3-5 times a week, riding once a week, eating only when made to and only healthy.
I'M done!
Fuck you Mia, I want Ana back.
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I'm doing the same, dear.
Posted by an anonymous user on 8/3/2009 7:01:00 PM (Report abuse)
You're not fat by any stretch of imagination. Before you start starving yourself, I suggest you talk to a friend to increase your self esteem. I'm sure you are a very beautiful person! :)
Posted by an anonymous user on 5/31/2009 4:21:00 PM (Report abuse)
Come on. Food is a necessity. And you're not fat. I wish you could see how beautiful you already are :( You need to accept your body and love yourself. But you're not going to pay any attention to this, are you.. Just make the right choices. I wish you the best in life. <3
Posted by JoeyNeedsABigHug on 4/2/2009 10:44:00 PM (Report abuse)