Im falling way to hard

Posted by blahtellmysecret on 9/8/2008 9:13:00 PM

I have liked you ever since I first layed eyes on you in 6th grade, I would talk bad about you because I was trying to convince myself you were not the perfect person you appeared to be.5 years later when we started dating, I was so happy, you are the boyfriend of my dreams.I couldn't understand why you chose me, I think you may have entered the relationship because you knew how much I liked you and knew you could get anything from me.I didn't care, finally the boy I obbsessed over for 5 years was my boyfriend.But then I was weak and made a mistake and kissed his best friend, and did not tell him.Me and this friend had dated previously and it ended badly with him chosing another girl over me.When I cheated, it was horrible and I regret it everyday, but it was a real thing of closure to me.I knew at that point that my boyfriend was the one and only boy for me.Now many months later, you still don't trust me like you did, you don't look at me the same.I put up with you flirting with another girl who is also in love with you, because I hope that one day you will forgive me and we can be the perfect pair we were before, or that you will let me go so I can try to live without you.

Tags: love, cheating

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