I'm in love with a drug addict

Posted by an anonymous user on 10/9/2008 1:09:00 PM

My boyfriend was great he is fit, sexy, clever, funny and played for Arsenal under 21's it waz amazing, i'd watchhim play he'd take me out and treat me like a princess-but then he feel into the wrong crowed which is easilly done when your so polurar..and he started to act funny, be fine and then hypa, he told me he loved me and then he hated me...i was confussed when I confronted him he told me to 'fuck off' or 'i'm ine sorry@ and kiss meh..untill a mate of ours felt I 'had to know' and told me that diamian had been taking, mixing and selling all kinds of drugs, from shisha to crack to steroids.i confronted diamian 1 last tyme...he admitted and broke down crying to me, he loved me and didn't want to hurt me ever! he said he would stop so I layed off...but soon he was worse-he was properly addicted...............i said I would help but it wasn't working, I settled with him promising to never being high around me.But 1 day he called me (he waz high) and told me it waz an emergantcy go round..i rushed there he waz faking it as I entered his room he pulled me in and said all the things he wanted to 'do with me' I tried to pull away he hit me and started to rip my shirt....i got away and told him I hated him........he has changed now and I love him and want to be with him, he is still single but he says he don't deserve me.he brought me a purity ring to remind me of what I did and to just walk away...but I think everyday what wld hav happened if I had done it with him....i want him back and we both havn't moved on and still love each other but he won't let me 'lower myself' to his level i'm 'too good 4 him'

Tags: love, drugs, teenager, sex, football, mates, friends, daimian

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