First off. Im bisexual.
Im in love with my girlfriend.. and I want to be with her for forever.I want to marry her
But my ex boyfriend who I was going to marry...Im still in love with. He still loves me too but he has a girlfriend now. He admitted he was still in love with me though.
What should I do? I think about him everyday. And I try not to! I break into tears and wanna punish myself for thinking about him but I cant stop. Do you think it's just a closure issue? Because he dumped me without warning. What do I do.
He was with me the other day and he kissed me. I didnt kiss him back because it was SO wrong. But it felt good. I pulled back and laughed it off but he looks seriously hurt.
I know my feelings are stronger for my girlfriend but that kiss...felt so good.
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