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I'm in so much pain and I can't tell a soul.

Posted by electroheather on 7/30/2008 4:37:00 PM
Boy 1: My first love. He has big brown eyes and perfect skin and hair, one of the most lovely people I have ever seen. But he is antisocial, anal, a Johovas Witness (sp?) and he has confessed that he likes his cats and his sister more than anyone in the world. I am an athiest and he looks down on mw because of this. I loved him though, and still do, but I told him this and he said we where too young to think about serious relationships. (he says he will never date unless he intends to marry the girl) Git.

Boy 2: He has a wonderful, understanding personality. He is always sympathetic and we have lots of opinions in common. However, he has a girlfriend who he loves (she treats him very badly) and, after Boy 1 It's hard for me to feel attracted to him.

Boy 3: He is my best friends' ex. They often argued and he got her pregnant. He is very good looking! We have quite alot in common but he often gets drunk and I think he might be gay.

The sad part? None of these guys have ever given me reason to think that they like me in a romantic way. I'm alreading dealing with school and clinical deppresion and I'm torn between rising above it and not wanting to be alone.

HELP ME PLEASE.

Tags: love, confusion, boys

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I agree with the others, forget all of them. The right one will find you..
Posted by Joti on 7/31/2008 4:35:00 PM (Report abuse)
your dealing with school and clinical deppresion and your thinking about boys.Boys who may not like you romanticly.i think you should sort the depression out first .just focus on your life only.you don't know what damage boys can do to you.
Posted by Chan2k7 on 7/31/2008 5:08:00 AM (Report abuse)
All these boys sound like a waste your time. I'm sure their good guys. But right now is the time to focus on yourself. You don't need a boy to be happy.
Posted by Bam! on 7/31/2008 1:27:00 AM (Report abuse)
If they are all bad and they don't like you in a romantic way, why are you thinking about them? Move on in order to get yourself out of a mess. None of them are good for you. You will have to wait until you find a person you think is attractive, not crazily religious, like you more than his sister, doesn't have a gf, and didn't get your best friend pregnant.
Posted by H on 7/31/2008 12:07:00 AM (Report abuse)
Don't worry, the right guy will come eventually. You won't be alone forever.
Posted by Bliss on 7/30/2008 10:57:00 PM (Report abuse)
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