Boy 1: My first love. He has big brown eyes and perfect skin and hair, one of the most lovely people I have ever seen. But he is antisocial, anal, a Johovas Witness (sp?) and he has confessed that he likes his cats and his sister more than anyone in the world. I am an athiest and he looks down on mw because of this. I loved him though, and still do, but I told him this and he said we where too young to think about serious relationships. (he says he will never date unless he intends to marry the girl) Git.
Boy 2: He has a wonderful, understanding personality. He is always sympathetic and we have lots of opinions in common. However, he has a girlfriend who he loves (she treats him very badly) and, after Boy 1 It's hard for me to feel attracted to him.
Boy 3: He is my best friends' ex. They often argued and he got her pregnant. He is very good looking! We have quite alot in common but he often gets drunk and I think he might be gay.
The sad part? None of these guys have ever given me reason to think that they like me in a romantic way. I'm alreading dealing with school and clinical deppresion and I'm torn between rising above it and not wanting to be alone.
HELP ME PLEASE.
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confusion,
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