Im manic depressive.
Posted by MissMaybenot on 11/8/2008 6:41:00 PM
I'm manic depressive.
no one knows.
im always craving something.
i use alcohol, cigarettes and sex to get my mind off of it.
it never works
ive stopped drinking
ive stopped smoking
ive stopped having sex.
and it so hard and I dont know what to do
i tried to turn to god but its like hes not listening
i still have this craving
and it makes me want to hurt myself sometimes kill myself
and other people.
i want to go back to being destructive.
Tags: depression, drugs, manic, alcohol, sex, crazy
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no one knows.
im always craving something.
i use alcohol, cigarettes and sex to get my mind off of it.
it never works
ive stopped drinking
ive stopped smoking
ive stopped having sex.
and it so hard and I dont know what to do
i tried to turn to god but its like hes not listening
i still have this craving
and it makes me want to hurt myself sometimes kill myself
and other people.
i want to go back to being destructive.
Tags: depression, drugs, manic, alcohol, sex, crazy
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i cant tell anyone though.
i just can't do it.
i just can't do it.
Posted by MissMaybenot on 11/9/2008 8:38:00 PM (Report abuse)
i have bi-polar disorder too, except I get occasional pyschotic symptoms. I know what your going through, at least I'm pretty sure I do. It doesn't help completly and it can take for fucking ever to get it right, but you should get on medication. It helps to a manageble degree.
Posted by an anonymous user on 11/8/2008 7:32:00 PM (Report abuse)