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Im never happy

Posted by an anonymous user on 8/14/2008 10:25:00 PM
i'll constantly pretending to be someone im not.
i'm always putting on show for my family and friends
i laugh, i smile, i act like everything is alright
but inside im dying. i always feel depressed and suicidal
i hate everyone i know. i wish i could escape and go
somewhere where i can feel no emotions or pain.
i miss her. i hate myself. i hate how i look. i hate life.


Tags: happy, unhappy, depressed, suicide, family, friends

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personally i feel just like the two of you maybe their are others . im 30 years old im depressed however not sucidal i just wish i was leaving life like the soap opers do . my favorite show is one life to live , however in reality that is fantsy life.
remember we are here for a reason i personally believe that everything is written in the big book upsides. LIVE LIFE DO UNEXPECCTED THINGS YOU ARE HERE FOR A SHORT TIME ENJOY LIFE BECAUSE ONE DAY IT COULD ALL BE OVER.
GOD Bless
Posted by an anonymous user on 11/12/2008 1:11:00 PM (Report abuse)
i am the same but i realize it was'nt me it was my emotions. that were all screwed up.
Posted by ripperjoey on 8/24/2008 2:11:00 AM (Report abuse)
i feel the exact same way.
i guess we're all just going to shine until our batteries die.
if i had something to say that was optimistic, i would, but i dont. At least you know you're not the only one feeling that way.
Posted by Lucy on 8/15/2008 4:05:00 AM (Report abuse)
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