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Im not what everyone thinks

Posted by supasecret on 10/1/2008 1:35:00 AM
To everyone I'm a amazing sweet person thats not me
im a bitch
im manipulative
when you laugh because I say something funny I expect it
im way to cocky
it drives me crazy when I feel like someone is having more fun then me
i love competing for attention with other girls
i talk shit
ive cheated twice
I play with boys heads
ive been with someones best friend to make them jealous
im still in love with my first love...but its not love I just feel like I have to win
i have an eating disorder
sometimes when I dont know what to say I talk about shit I dont even understand
i hate my dad
i half ass everything at work
i used my grandfather for money
i dont love my boyfriend who ive been with for a year and a half
listening to other peoples problems and stories bore me
not one single person thinks of me like this
and I feel crazy because of all of it
and I wanna be real but dont know how

Tags: frustrated

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You sound to me as if your extremely proud of all these negative traits that you have. You don't sound like the kind of person anyone would ever want as a friend or lover if they knew how you really are, according to you. Personally, if i were in your shoes,and thank God i'm not, I would work on trying to fix why I am like that. unless, of course you sadisticly enjoy being who you are. Then, good luck with all of that.
Posted by an anonymous user on 10/1/2008 11:16:00 AM (Report abuse)
tryyy to become a better person, like help out at places, do some charity, have thinking time alone and make sure things are quiet and try to find yourself and if you cant think of who you want to be and try to achieve that and try to be that person.
Posted by ThatFriend on 10/1/2008 8:39:00 AM (Report abuse)
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