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Im scared

Posted by punkiepink on 9/17/2008 12:25:00 AM
I'm scared to admit I love you, and I'm scared when you say it.You may be saying it in a just friends way or in a way that means more but I'm too scared to ask.I know you like me, but I'm quite sure you like her too.I was okay with that too since we live so far away from each other.but yesterday I became truly un ok with the concept of you likeing her.your one of my best friends so shouldnt I want you to be happy instead of dwelling over a girl you cant have but I'm selfish and your the only person who has ever made me feel truly beautiful and loved in a romantic way and it feels too good holding your hand that I dont want to pull away.but when you try to kiss me I always do because I wont let you cheat on her with me.

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I will tell him enevitably, I almost did once but i couldnt force the words out. But I know I have to. It doesnt matter though if he loves me back because we cant be together since we live to far away. And I hate that the only person I've ever felt this way about i cant have.
Posted by punkiepink on 9/17/2008 3:58:00 PM (Report abuse)
I had the exact same situation, your not alone.
Its good that you dont want him to cheat, why should he?
You should talk to him and tell him :)
Posted by MissingYou on 9/17/2008 12:59:00 PM (Report abuse)
I'm actually supposed to be writing an essay but couldn't resist taking a minute to say...

Tell him!!

Not wanting him to cheat when you clearly love him is pretty amazing, you have to tell him. Please let us know what you decide to do and how it goes...I want this to work out for you.
Posted by an anonymous user on 9/17/2008 2:07:00 AM (Report abuse)
Wow, you are a good friend, I'm glad you won't let him cheat on you... yet at time same time, you shouldn't be leading him on if he has a girlfriend. If you're honestly concerned about your friend and his relationship, then tell him head on what his boundaries are. But if you love him that you're willing to be selfish, then tell him how you feel.

It's much easier said than done, but it's what has to be done.

I hope your relationship turns certain. (:
Posted by Penguin on 9/17/2008 12:30:00 AM (Report abuse)
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