Im Sorry Dad

Posted by an anonymous user on 10/13/2008 10:30:00 PM

Some times when I'm crying my self to sleep at night.I imagin my being in your family.I pray my dad would just be as loving as you are.I pray my mother loved me and was their like you are.I think your family is amazing and sometimes I think about my dad dying so then you could adopt me.I wish I could make my dad happier.I'm sorry moms sick.she chose drugs over us.its not your fault, its not mine.Its just something we have to deal with.So stop complaning to me and taking it all out on me.Your not the only one who was hurt by her.Your not the only one still suffering.You need to grow up, so I can have some sort of a real family.Maybe one day she will get better and we can be a family again.But till then ill stay in my mind with the family I wish we could be, and ill spend time with them and ask you to come so you can see a true loving family but youll say no becuase it hurts you to see them.I'm sorry I can't be as happy as you want me to be with you.

Tags: dad, sorry, broken, family, mother, drug, addict, pain, lonley, love

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