Dear Jake,
I didn't cheat on you to hurt you.I didn't cheat on you because I didn't love you.I cheated on you because I missed you.I know thats hard to beleive but it's the truth.You've been gone for 3 months with your dad.Jon would say the same things you did.He would tell me I was beautiful.That he loved me.When I was in his arms I pictured you holding me not him.I pictured you telling me those things.When you found out I felt like my life was ending.When you called me a slut I felt like I was dieing.When you told me you never wanted to see me again I felt like I was already dead.You were the only person in the world that made me special.I don't know what to live for anymore.I'm sorry I cheated on you.I'm sorry I still love you.And I'm so sorry I never had the guts to give you this letter.
I'll always love you baby!
