Im such a whore.
Posted by an anonymous user on 8/6/2008 6:18:00 PM
My boyfriend, well, my ex should i say, loved me with all his heart he wanted to be with me forever and even thought he had his flaws, i couldn't have done much better.
But deep down a relationship just wasnt what i wanted, i felt like i was to young and the commitment terrified me. I had already cheated on him twice and he always took me back, which, tbh made me feel worse.
But 3 days ago i finaly broke up with him. It took the help of my dad, because id tried to split up before anf he just didnt get the message. but i just feel that although i dont want to be with him, no one is ever going to replace him.
But now i'm seeing this guy, and we arent going out, but loads of people hate me because this guy, is one of the guys i cheated on my bf with, and he hada gf at the time.
but i didnt know. But anyway im seeing him now and im not sure if he knows that im not actually looking for relationship.
then theres this other guy that im gunna hook up with. and my friend was telling me that im going to get a reputation and peole wont like me.
But i dont think that i should have a reputation and that people are just overreacting because iv only ever slept with 3 guys in my whole life. i realy dont think thats that bad really.
And i want to be happy and i think i should see other people because i've just come out of a very long serious relationship. but it just upsets me that some of my friends acnt understand where im coming from
am i a whore?
yeah, i probably am.
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But deep down a relationship just wasnt what i wanted, i felt like i was to young and the commitment terrified me. I had already cheated on him twice and he always took me back, which, tbh made me feel worse.
But 3 days ago i finaly broke up with him. It took the help of my dad, because id tried to split up before anf he just didnt get the message. but i just feel that although i dont want to be with him, no one is ever going to replace him.
But now i'm seeing this guy, and we arent going out, but loads of people hate me because this guy, is one of the guys i cheated on my bf with, and he hada gf at the time.
but i didnt know. But anyway im seeing him now and im not sure if he knows that im not actually looking for relationship.
then theres this other guy that im gunna hook up with. and my friend was telling me that im going to get a reputation and peole wont like me.
But i dont think that i should have a reputation and that people are just overreacting because iv only ever slept with 3 guys in my whole life. i realy dont think thats that bad really.
And i want to be happy and i think i should see other people because i've just come out of a very long serious relationship. but it just upsets me that some of my friends acnt understand where im coming from
am i a whore?
yeah, i probably am.
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how old are you ?
if your a teenager then you arent a whore
live your life and dont let anyone tell you how to
if you think somethings right, then do it
if your a teenager then you arent a whore
live your life and dont let anyone tell you how to
if you think somethings right, then do it
Posted by :) on 8/19/2008 11:36:00 PM (Report abuse)
if you need to sleep with men to feel better about yourself, that's no good.
take a trip somewhere alone, and learn who you are and what you want.
Another thing to remember, even if people say things about you and give you a bad rep, that's no excuse for you not to be happy. if you are happy with someone who people don't like, that's non of their business but yours.
hope this helps.
take a trip somewhere alone, and learn who you are and what you want.
Another thing to remember, even if people say things about you and give you a bad rep, that's no excuse for you not to be happy. if you are happy with someone who people don't like, that's non of their business but yours.
hope this helps.
Posted by Kimberly on 8/8/2008 4:11:00 PM (Report abuse)
hahha i did that back in the days..you will most likely keep going downhill. be careful!
Posted by Kk7 on 8/7/2008 12:26:00 PM (Report abuse)
gal i think u should slow down nd focuse on only 1 guy!
Posted by Nancy on 8/7/2008 5:10:00 AM (Report abuse)
Dear Friend,
Hope you must be fienand ur parent and i would like talk to you and me concern to graphic desinging and work on translation software hope to god we can make good friend. pls ur education and ur hobbies,
Wish u
Arsalan
Hope you must be fienand ur parent and i would like talk to you and me concern to graphic desinging and work on translation software hope to god we can make good friend. pls ur education and ur hobbies,
Wish u
Arsalan
Posted by Arsalan on 8/7/2008 3:24:00 AM (Report abuse)
You sound very young not to mention it sounds like you dont really know yourself. Take some downtime between these guys and dont have a run on sentence of men...you will become very dependent on them. Define yourself - dont give others a reason to define you.
Posted by Still 2 young on 8/6/2008 10:22:00 PM (Report abuse)