Im weak
Posted by archangel on 8/2/2008 1:51:00 PM
my family comes to me for advise and incuragement. They believe that i am the strongest one in the family, ever sense my dad died when i was 15. They tell me how proud he would be if he was still here today. But in reality i cry alone in the drak at least once a month becuase of who i am and what i have become. I have no faith in myself anymore, im totally depressed and extremely lonely. I believe that if my dad was alive today he would hate who i became. He was the only one in this world i ever wanted to make proud and i feel like i have failed. But i pretend like i havent. And for some reason the rest of my family beleives me. And becuase of this i cry harder
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i dont kno u, but i admire ur strength u may not see it or feel it but its there . i can relate bc at times i'm overwhelmed with my families issues while dealing with my own. i can easily make someone else feel loved or supported but i cry and feel lonely bc no one is there for me. sometimes i wish that someone would be there for me like i'm there for others then i remember that God is always there(here) and He comforts me. i'm sure He can and will do the same for U. have faith, believe and receive God's love.
Posted by Laporte281 on 8/3/2008 1:35:00 AM (Report abuse)