It hurts years later
Posted by an anonymous user on 10/22/2008 4:46:00 PM
I have been raped on more than once...
the first time was YEARS ago..
noone knew until just recently...
i still see this guy..i trusted him...i thought he was a friend..he WASNT
i was also rather drunk..and incappable of pushing the next guy off of me...but NOONE knows this....
and I'm afraid to say anything...because I have an over active imagination..and maybe I was just Bombed..but I dont think I was...
ive gotten better with the first one...i stopped cutting myself over it...
but sometimes..i dream of it..and it still makes me cryy..and I cant explain to people why..because I dont think they would understand
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the first time was YEARS ago..
noone knew until just recently...
i still see this guy..i trusted him...i thought he was a friend..he WASNT
i was also rather drunk..and incappable of pushing the next guy off of me...but NOONE knows this....
and I'm afraid to say anything...because I have an over active imagination..and maybe I was just Bombed..but I dont think I was...
ive gotten better with the first one...i stopped cutting myself over it...
but sometimes..i dream of it..and it still makes me cryy..and I cant explain to people why..because I dont think they would understand
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the same thing happen to be dont worrie t thought i could have truste him but he took controle of me but i try to say for grt if
Posted by babygirl on 10/23/2008 1:02:00 PM (Report abuse)