I'm 15 and I was dating a senior who just graduated.Previously my mom had interfered in our relatiOnship because I got caught cutting.We were secretly dating and on the last day of school, without my parents knowledge I ended up going to his house.We were the only ones there and we ended up having sex, it was my first time and I expected it to mean something, that he wasn't just using me.Well a week or two ago (we haven't seen eachother since) I asked him what was going to happen to us, since he was always too busy.That night he broke up with me.I don't know what to do because I still love him no matter how he used me.All I want to do is hurt myself again.
