It's kind of a long story... so please listen

Posted by an anonymous user on 6/16/2008 3:32:00 PM

let's call him "Alex" and her "Sarah"

Well... it all started at the beginning of the school year (I'm a Junior). I met Alex. We hit it off right away. I really liked him and i knew he liked me too. We went out for a couple of months... until he broke my heart. He said that he was too busy (LIE) and then later he said that he wasnt ready for a realtionship (LIE) and then finally another couple months passed. I still wasn't over it when he started going out with Sarah. I thought she was my friend. I though he was nice not to contradict his lies to me. Well i guess i was wrong. The thing was, i waited and waited for him to break up with her and come back to me. And then i found out they were having sex and totally in love. I know that we only went out for a couple months but it hurt like nothing I've felt before. So there i was. THEY have been going out for 3 months. Alex was desperate to try and be friends with me (because hes a guy like that) but i always ignored him. I promised myself I'd hate him and Sarah to the end of the world. Until a month later. When i had finally gotten over them and i had aan appifany and realised i should stop the hatred. So i gave him one chance and he apologized like mad and took me out. It was fun. We went to go see a movie, and in the middle of it, he started to kiss me. Surprised and confused I pulled away. I could see the guilt in his eye and he started to curse under his breath. He knew he wasn't suppsed to do this and he apologized. We talked about everything after and how much we had missed eachother. I asked him if he really liked Sarah and he said yes. I was pretty relieved actually. The next day he broke up with her. I know she stole my boyfriend, but i couldn't help but feel sad for her. But at the same time, i was completely in love with Alex again, and he was in love with me. Now that's the position i am in now. I can't stop thinking about him and i undeniably love him it's just, this situation sounds awfully familiar. He broke up with me to be with her. He broke up with her to be with me. Are we just being played?

And another thing is, Sarah and I have the same friends. And they all think that Alex is being an asshole for breaking up with her. Am i taking his side? Should take hers?

Alex and I know we can't do anything for a LONG LONG time, obviously, but i dont want the reputaion of being a bitch because i dated my ex boyfriend and.. it's hard. as much as i like him now, i might not like him in the future. and i dont want to give him false hope that we can have a realtionship in the future.

i know. its a sticky situation. and i need your help. anything is appreaciated. <3

Tags: alex, sarah, love, confusion

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