I've never kissed a guy. I am 16 but all my friends think I have because I lie about it. I am tangled in this web of lies and I have nowhere to run to. I am in LOVE with my best friend who will never love me back. I cry frequently and I like to be alone sometimes. I ignore phone calls from my friends and then say I didnt have my phone on me. I am a bad friend, I am a lier and I have an eating disorder. I just thought I needed to get this off my chest.