I've never kissed a guy

I've never kissed a guy. I am 16 but all my friends think I have because I lie about it. I am tangled in this web of lies and I have nowhere to run to. I am in LOVE with my best friend who will never love me back. I cry frequently and I like to be alone sometimes. I ignore phone calls from my friends and then say I didnt have my phone on me. I am a bad friend, I am a lier and I have an eating disorder. I just thought I needed to get this off my chest.
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changingtheworld
My first kiss happened when I was almost 18!
Don't rush it.
The wait will be totally worth it :)

You're going through a rough time right now, and I think it's okay to want to be alone and ignore calls from your friends!
Being 16 is a weird time because of school, trying to fit in and hormones.
Maybe if you talk with your friends about everything that's going on and apologize for lying, everything will be better.

Keep your head up! :]
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gtsb
i didn't have my first kiss until i was 17 and i was really inlove. dont feel pushed into things you dont want to do. tell the truth, if your friends are real friends they wont care.

good luck!
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Therese
Kissing is really not a big deal!
2 pieces of skin touching? Big woop!
I doubt your friends would really care, yeah sure maybe they'll be abit off?
And how are you sure that you and your friend would never have a chance together? Have you asked him out? Why not meet up with him on the weekend or something?
And you should seek some help on the eating disorder, no matter how hard it may be.
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Love
Its good to get things off your chest!!! Lies are a hard things to get out of! you need to start telling your friends the truth or it will just get worse! kissing is not a big thing! you will kiss a guy when its right, its no big deal it will come naturally!!
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