Let down time and time again

Posted by an anonymous user on 5/28/2008 4:27:00 AM

You let me down miserably, so much so where i can almost despise you but yet still love you
First you make me feel so stupid, for this date we've been planning for awhile now.. I just dont even feel like going anymore, I am SO COMPLETELY DRAINED.

But secondly this past week with you gone has hurt me more than i thought it would,
it just showed me how easily influenced you are by others but none by me.

I guess outta sight outta mind right?
Thats sure as hell is how ive been feeling lately..
even though i have missed you more than ever for some reason.

And now you decide to tell me your gonna be gone for over a month, so nonchalantly it just annoys the shit outta me .

but of course i cant tell you because i just go with the flow and avoid confrontation cause that is who i am these days...

When your gone, its not just the fact that i am gonna miss you so much..
its the fact that when there is distance between us,
we grow apart and you wander away from me and i HATE that!

The funny thing is you probably will never know i feel like this or wont catch on at least,
I just cant tell you things like i use to

I've put on the line and hung out to dry too many times
& i wont do it to myself this time



Tags: disappointed, boyfriend, distance

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