If I were to die today and my life flashed before my eyes, I would regret about 90% of it. All the years I spent slaving in school and working. All the years I wasted being miserable and lonely. If I could do anything different, what would I do? I don't even see the options. I don't choose to be alone. If I were rich, I wouldn't have to work. I have no choice but to live life the way I've lived it. I can't change who I am. I never had any choice.
You know what I wouldn't regret, though? All the hedonism and the times I did things for ME. The years I spent playing, and eating the food I like, and doing all the things I want. I wouldn't regret those things at all.