Another night, just like any other night. My fiance is fast asleep, I'm in a corner of the bed, wide awake, insomnia. I don't remember the last time I had a decent nights rest. Frankly, I've always had trouble falling asleep right away and envied those that could.
Usually at this time I can look forward to a very special girl to be online and, as usual, commence awesome conversations into the night. Here I sit with my laptop, and I'm disturbed as I didn't notice the date. She's not online. He threatened to remove the internet from her. Now I fear he's removed my only means of contact to her, and I couldn't be more upset.
Maybe I'm wrong, I pray I am. He was planning to remove the internet, it would only make sense the new month would be the end of our conversations. We still have e-mail, I suppose, whenever she can get to a wifi hotspot. But these late night talks will be sorely missed - until I finally meet her in person.
I hope I'm wrong. But here I am, typing this and looking at an empty skype, and I couldn't be more alone.
Although, people here seem to think it impossible, it would be inaccurate to say I didn't love her. I just
hope she's safe right now.