Longing to be beautiful
Posted by an anonymous user on 7/28/2008 3:25:00 PM
I'm a 16 yearold girl and have had my fairshare of boyfriends. I'm now in a serious relationship with a great guy who i could see myself being with for a very long time. Problem: i watch porn. i enjoy watching the blowjob videos and i love seeing the guys going crazy for these girls.
before my current boyfriend, i would hookup with guys at parties. they'd be high/intoxicated, and myself likewise. i mean, i'd just give head at all these parties, weekend after weekend. and i miss it. i miss having different guys wanting me. i want to be those beautiful girls on porn sites so badly. i want guys to long for me and say i'm beautiful.
my boyfriend certenly satisfies me sexually and always tells me that i'm beatiful. the way he looks at me somtimes, i mean, it just blows me away. so if i love him so much, and i accept his enormous amount of love, then why do i long to be like those beautiful girls on porn sites?
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before my current boyfriend, i would hookup with guys at parties. they'd be high/intoxicated, and myself likewise. i mean, i'd just give head at all these parties, weekend after weekend. and i miss it. i miss having different guys wanting me. i want to be those beautiful girls on porn sites so badly. i want guys to long for me and say i'm beautiful.
my boyfriend certenly satisfies me sexually and always tells me that i'm beatiful. the way he looks at me somtimes, i mean, it just blows me away. so if i love him so much, and i accept his enormous amount of love, then why do i long to be like those beautiful girls on porn sites?
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i agree with bliss, respect ur bodie, those guys u give head to dont really care about you at all they just want the pleasure, and they couldnt care less about you. you need to respect yourself and treat yourslef right dont let so many men take advantage of you, dont want that. u have a great boyfriend and u need to focus on him.
Posted by Lisa on 8/4/2008 10:19:00 PM (Report abuse)
U WANT SEXUAL ATTENTION FROM OTHER MEN TOO
Posted by KK7 on 7/29/2008 11:08:00 AM (Report abuse)
I think you need to learn how to love you. Once you do you wouldn't long to be anybody else.
Posted by Bliss on 7/28/2008 10:54:00 PM (Report abuse)