Lost...
Posted by an anonymous user on 8/24/2008 10:23:00 PM
I hate to bitch about my problems but yet sometimes you have to get somethings off your chest.
I'm not happy and I cant remember the last time I was happy. Everyone of my friends have left to go other places friends I have had from elementry school. The past months have felt like I'm lost with no place to go. I think about what I have left and see nothing. I go to class come home sit down and do nothing. Ive tried so many times to make new friends to meet people but its like everytime I try to meet someone they find some reason to not want to be around with me. I admit I used to be overbearing and obnoxious but have long sence gotten past that. I feel like theres no one I can talk to anymore like there is nothing left. Ive seen so much in my life that I wish I could erase from my best friends attmepted suicide to my own. I felt my life slip into my depression and I feel it happening again and can't figure out how to stop it. I scared to wear certain clothing because it might show my scars. I want to be happy but I dont know how I can be anymore. I just want to give up.
Tags: depression, suicide, loneliness
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I'm not happy and I cant remember the last time I was happy. Everyone of my friends have left to go other places friends I have had from elementry school. The past months have felt like I'm lost with no place to go. I think about what I have left and see nothing. I go to class come home sit down and do nothing. Ive tried so many times to make new friends to meet people but its like everytime I try to meet someone they find some reason to not want to be around with me. I admit I used to be overbearing and obnoxious but have long sence gotten past that. I feel like theres no one I can talk to anymore like there is nothing left. Ive seen so much in my life that I wish I could erase from my best friends attmepted suicide to my own. I felt my life slip into my depression and I feel it happening again and can't figure out how to stop it. I scared to wear certain clothing because it might show my scars. I want to be happy but I dont know how I can be anymore. I just want to give up.
Tags: depression, suicide, loneliness
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Dont give up! ill be your friend! maybe you should try to get on anti-depressants. they've helped me a lot. even though things may seen like there never gonna change, they will and it will get better for you!
Posted by an anonymous user on 8/25/2008 7:57:00 PM (Report abuse)
DON'T GIVE UP! Things pass. As you grow you'll realize that good things happen and so do bad, but it will pass. Learn from your past experiences to improve life now.
Posted by an anonymous user on 8/25/2008 11:05:00 AM (Report abuse)
don't give up... find a hobby or a pen pal or something ya know.. life changes as it goes on so u cant give up when something good might come ur way and u will miss it becuase u mad a bad choice....
Posted by ripperjoey on 8/25/2008 12:55:00 AM (Report abuse)