My father molested me

So i'm not really sure how to start this.I guess i'll start from the start.About 3 years ago when I was 10 years old, my own father came home one day all upset from a long days of work.It's only me and my father at home, so I have no one to really tell.He came home that day and said that I need to help him relax.Me just being a kid, was like sure dad, can I help you with somthing.He said I could, and told me to reach in his pants.....i was shocked on what I heard.

I said I don't want to, he grabbed my hand and forced it into his pants, I started feeling werid.He said not to tell anyone, I never have to this day.He picked me up and brought me to my bedroom.He took my panties off and said to just relax.I started to cry....he started sucking my privet.then after about 5 mintues of that he said it was my turn.He made me suck his penis in my own bed.I had to perform oral on him for 15 mintues.Then he told me to bend over.I told him I didn't want to, he said to just relax and i'll enjoy it.I closed my eyes and bend over.He took his pants completly off and starting to shove his penis in me.I started to cry again, told him it hurt.He said to be quit, and i'll like it soon.I felt this ripping pain my my vagina, it started to bleed.I told him to stop.He said he was almost done.

After about an hour of that, white stuff started to come out of my pussy.I asked what it was, and he explained it to me, now i'm scared that i'm gonna get pregnet.I don't know what to do, I want to tell someone but I don't want my father to get arrested.I don't want this, I hated it.He still does it once in a while.I think is my fault to, cuz he says I like it, and I hate that, cuz the scary thing is that I do.But I know it's wrong.
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Listen, it's absolutely wrong of your father to have forced you to have sex with him at such a young age (or any age). Even now, it's not right. It's called incest. I guess if you want it, then it's not rape; and I guess that if you like it, then enjoy it. On the other hand, (I'm not actually recommending you have sex with your father, but if it's what you want...) he should at least use a condom... Considering he's asking such a huge favor from you, he owes you at least that, even if he tells you it'll make it less good. What if you get pregnant??? He'll have a retarded or somehow deformed kid on his hands, and he'll get arrested.

So that was if you want it. If you don't, then you have to tell him you can't do this anymore. He's got to have a relationship of his own with a woman of his age, and take his responsibilities! If you get in a fight, let it be. Sex is awful when you don't want it. I know you don't want to get your dad arrested, but if he refuses to stop, you have to report it to someone. Do you have an adult you really trust? (PREFERABLY a woman) Like your best friend's mom, or your godmother, or anybody? Because if you do, you have to tell them not to whisper a WORD to anybody because you don't want your father to get arrested, and you have to tell them.

You're a really strong girl, good luck!
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