My love secret
Posted by an anonymous user on 10/28/2007 6:17:00 PM
I have met some one from web since December 2004. We exchanged our mail. We have talked on MSN. I feel fall in love with him and he also fall in love me in Feb 04. We never met face to face. My problem is I got married already. My husband is a very good person. I have one cute son. I am 33 years old. But I was cheating him that I am only 22 years, single and student. I feel very sorry.
He told me he is 26 years old, no girl friend But he also got married and his age is 43 years old. I knew he was cheating me because I add to be his friends in another web and ask him. I have talked with him many ID mail. I think he may doubt those are me, but he is not sure. Sometime he tell with trust, but sometime he still cheat them about his age& status. Sometime he is flirt man with another woman.
When I asked him about this, he told me with truth since we know each other about 4 months, but I told him I love him& I could accept about this.
Well, I tried to stop to contact him many times. I used to stop sent mail to him about 3-4 months, but finally I send email to him again. We contact each other again. I am sensitive girl.
I think it is not fair for my family and him. I know I make big mistake, but I never think I will meet him in real life. I feel I am very selfish because I find a friend to talk on net. No one like him. I also love him. He is very good for me. I still love my family and my husband. My husband never knows about this. I never tell my friends or someone about this. I fear if I tell him with trust, he can not accept about this and will not talk with me. I know our love can not to be real. I don’t know how I should to do then.
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He told me he is 26 years old, no girl friend But he also got married and his age is 43 years old. I knew he was cheating me because I add to be his friends in another web and ask him. I have talked with him many ID mail. I think he may doubt those are me, but he is not sure. Sometime he tell with trust, but sometime he still cheat them about his age& status. Sometime he is flirt man with another woman.
When I asked him about this, he told me with truth since we know each other about 4 months, but I told him I love him& I could accept about this.
Well, I tried to stop to contact him many times. I used to stop sent mail to him about 3-4 months, but finally I send email to him again. We contact each other again. I am sensitive girl.
I think it is not fair for my family and him. I know I make big mistake, but I never think I will meet him in real life. I feel I am very selfish because I find a friend to talk on net. No one like him. I also love him. He is very good for me. I still love my family and my husband. My husband never knows about this. I never tell my friends or someone about this. I fear if I tell him with trust, he can not accept about this and will not talk with me. I know our love can not to be real. I don’t know how I should to do then.
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When a married woman falls in love with another man, well, it happens, you're not the first and won't be the last. The main question is: the other guy is worth it? In your case, you already know the answer... He proved he's not honest and seems to do that all the time, I mean, flirting on the web. Imagine if you left your husband and met the guy... do you think he would stop doing that? No!
Perhaps you are missing some thrill in your life, and might be mixing your feelings with love. Try to go deep inside and ask yourself what is missing in your life, what could make you happy, and especially what you might lose if you keep on loving a worthless man. I wish you all the best! :)
Perhaps you are missing some thrill in your life, and might be mixing your feelings with love. Try to go deep inside and ask yourself what is missing in your life, what could make you happy, and especially what you might lose if you keep on loving a worthless man. I wish you all the best! :)
Posted by Sol on 11/28/2007 5:33:00 PM (Report abuse)
Thanks for all comments. They mean & remind me a lot. Let me Think..................................
Posted by ME on 10/30/2007 5:47:00 PM (Report abuse)
Hey YOU! You can be happy, 'cause you HAVE a friend, and me? I don't have anyone anymore, 'cause my LOVE is dead! (In 1 week there will be 4 years that he is dead, but you, you don't have such a problem like me, so I think you can be happy.)
Posted by Stupefatta on 10/29/2007 6:06:00 PM (Report abuse)
online relationships dun last anyway and mostly based on lies. you got a family and a loving one too so dun risk it.
Posted by Gul on 10/29/2007 10:36:00 AM (Report abuse)
Why do you want to tell anyone? You enjoyed it while it lasted. Let the happy memories linger and the not so happy ones evaporate. Don't feel so guilty about it and beat yourself up. Instead try not to make yourself unhappy in the future and things will get better. Relax we all make mistakes one time or another
Posted by JeyR on 10/29/2007 5:46:00 AM (Report abuse)
Hey, stop being sensitive and don't cheat ur hus. From my own experience i know how sum1 feel when cheated.
Posted by Cool on 10/28/2007 11:48:00 PM (Report abuse)