Never good enough

I'm never good enough to my father and to my mother, they abandoned me since I was still a child, but when I turned sixteen I thought they will be responsible enough to send me to school but they did not care nor love me or even support me in every honor awards that I have in school, my modelling, my singing and dancing talent.
My grandparents took take of me since I was a little innocent baby, but I never felt loved from my parents, even though my grandparents loved me dearly and they sent me to school.
Now I stopped from schooling because my grandparents' business have gone to bankrupt and they are both old now and they could not afford me sending to school anymore because their budget was just enough for their medicines(my grandma has a diabetes and my grandpa has a cancer).
Now, I have no choice, but to live with my father.I should be in college now, but my father told me to live with his mistress but the mistress was abusing me both physically and emotionally.My mother has a new family and doesn't care about me at all.I feel so alone.
But now modelling is my source of living.I hope that they'll realized that they did hurt my feelings as their daughter.I never felt being loved by them..:(
I hope that I'll be back to college and could make it on my own...
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znbm16
@Gluz thank you....
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znbm16
I am sure you will go to college. Keep working hard and do your best.
It is a good idea not to think about sad memories. Focus on the nice things in your life.

This will be hard but try to forgive your parents and move on with your life. You will feel light as a feather. Give it a try.

I hope this helps you. Good luck :)
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Gluz
** took care**
i mistyped.
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