Nobody knows

Posted by appleton on 11/4/2008 4:11:00 AM

Nobody knows I'm gay. Nobody knows I have a boyfriend. Nobody knows that my boyfriend is 14 years older than me (I'm 24). Nobody knows that I am absolutely head over heals in love for the first time in my life--not even him. Nobody knows that I'm scared to death to love a man who is that much older than I am. I have no one to talk to about this. I feel so alone.

Tags: gay, older, secret, alone

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WOW! That's awesome that you find your match. However uneasy the situation sounds, do you know he will be with you through the tough parts? Because, if you have that rock, you can start expressing your feelings publicly; knowing that he will always be there to help you through the negative responses. Don't even worry about the age, he is mature, stable, and most importantly, he gives you what you need to feel whole. Good for you Mr.!!

Posted by excederinpm on 11/4/2008 5:10:00 PM (Report abuse)

You're quite lucky that no one knows you are gay yet you have a boyfriend.

Unlike me, i totally feels so alone and i believe i wouldn't ever meet the guy i want to love forever since i can't go out of the closet. i wont.

Posted by Mark on 11/4/2008 5:18:00 AM (Report abuse)

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