The only reason I'm still alive is becuase I feel too guilty about the effect my death could have on other people to end it.
And I think thats a really shitty reason to stay here.
I have nothing to look forward to in life, I have a useless major, no real talents, nothing that I have to look forward to when I wake up.
I've decided my plan
I'm going to graduate..and the winter after I graduate, I'm going to just end it.
This way I can't dissapoint anyone...It will be the part of my life when I "have so many possibilities ahead of me"
'loved ones' will remember the person I could have been, rather than the failure I will be...and any of my friends I care about now will have graduated and moved on with thier lives...and by the time any of them think to look me up, I'll already be gone.
...This is the only "life" plan I have...
its my only comfort