ive been depressed for years. my mom took me to the docters.
i got sent to a hospital to help deal with depression.
i lied my way out... lieings become a habbit.
i always crave for attension.
iive tried to commit once it didnt work.
my friend committed in oct. one month befor his 14th birthday.
ive liked a guy for over 7 months now, he likes my best friend.
shes starting to like him i can tell by the way she acts with him,
he likes confident out going girls.
and i am just not like that when im sober.
and i really dont know what to do anymore.
its just
it seems,
NOTHING works,
ever.
im not the skinnest girl
my best friend weighs 106 and doesnt try
i weigh 140 and REALLY try.
i dont get it, at all :(
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