this started all after i graduated high school in 06.. i just feel like i cant accomplish anything anymore, and that my dreams are only dreams and never can become reality. At some points of my life i really want to give up and kill myself because i think that would help me and help my family income wise. I am the youngest and they treat me like a child, i dont need to get a job or anything and i hate that, i hate the fact that i am 20 years old and they still spend money on me.. i hate the fact that i was born and i even tell my mother that, i just have a feeling that i wasn't ment to be here at all.. because everything never quite falls into place.. its overwhelming.. i think im ganna end myself one day.. pressure too much to handle.. i dont know anymore..
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disgrace
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