Pathetically in Love
Posted by rosyowl on 11/28/2008 4:57:00 PM
Sometimes I keep myself up for hours at night, doing nothing, simply for hope that you will come online, and talk to me.
How fallen am I?
I see you and her, and though you are not together I feel how your affection for her is greater enough that you will never come to talk to me when she is near. And for my nature, in large groups I stand in shadow, largely unheard.
Do you feel unloved by me? It is this that hurts me most, for it seems that who I am is not always your reason for not speaking. When you apologize for bothering me...no.No, that's not right. I love you, I want to be with you.
And yet, I lack the words to speak.Though I am myself, I am in shadow.Few words leave my lips though I do not actively try to censor them.And much as I love you...I cannot do a thing. Much as I love you, I do nothing for you.
I want you to come online love.But at the same time I know that I will not speak any words worth speaking.
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How fallen am I?
I see you and her, and though you are not together I feel how your affection for her is greater enough that you will never come to talk to me when she is near. And for my nature, in large groups I stand in shadow, largely unheard.
Do you feel unloved by me? It is this that hurts me most, for it seems that who I am is not always your reason for not speaking. When you apologize for bothering me...no.No, that's not right. I love you, I want to be with you.
And yet, I lack the words to speak.Though I am myself, I am in shadow.Few words leave my lips though I do not actively try to censor them.And much as I love you...I cannot do a thing. Much as I love you, I do nothing for you.
I want you to come online love.But at the same time I know that I will not speak any words worth speaking.
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I think you should just send him this.
Posted by Jotiii on 11/29/2008 1:00:00 PM (Report abuse)
this is a beautiful secret..
i know it might sound cliche to tell you to "tell them how you feel" but what you just spoke in these couple of paragraphs is worth saying.
i know it might sound cliche to tell you to "tell them how you feel" but what you just spoke in these couple of paragraphs is worth saying.
Posted by livelife on 11/28/2008 11:02:00 PM (Report abuse)