PLEASE SOME ONE HELP, WAS I MOLESTED?

When I was 7 I went to a dr's office to get my nose checked out cause I couldnt breath through it.and well while I was getting it checked the dr took off my pants and under wear and then tuched me in my privates, not to orgasm but while he did it I enjoyed it.but when I left I felt kinda embaressed and weird.for the rest of my life (im 16 now) I was wondering if I was molested.and well I'm only attracetd to older men and get crushes on teachers and dads of friends..i went to a councilor because of m problem for liking older guys and because of other problems and to find out why I'm like this because I wanted to kill my self.and well today she asked me if I was ever touched and I told her about the time in the dr's office and I tottally broked down and it was the most embarising time of my life telling her this.and she asked me if it felt pleasurable and I said yes and felt even worse, she told me it was normal but I still felt horrible.she told me that that may be connected to my attraction to older men.but I just couldnt look her in the eyes when I was telling her and I feel horrible and disgusting.but I still dont know if I was actually molested.i feel bad because what does it mean if I wasnt molested and that me being touched there was nothing and I'm just crazy.PLEASE HELP
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anonymous user
you were molested and you should sew him for what he did cuz he can do it to other children so sew him!!!! right now sew him
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crystalsunshine
You definitely were. Please....get some help or it's emotionally scarring.
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brokendown
You were molested, there's no doubt about that.

You should report that Doctor - it'll give you closure. As for liking older men, there's nothing wrong with that. Just be careful - as you know, they're not all nice.

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theheartshuts
yeah you definitely were
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