Pray To God

Posted by an anonymous user on 10/1/2008 9:59:00 AM

Every night when I pray I always include a prayer for something horrible to happen to me that ends up in me dying, becuase I'm tired of living with the memories of being abused by people I love.

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Then it's time to make new memories, better ones and let the abuse be just what it is now...a memory, albeit a horrible one I'm certainly not doubting that.

The thing is, if this is how you are thinking, then the people who hurt you are still hurting you and it really is time for you to lift yourself up and come out of this having beaten it and them and moving forward. Have goals, have happiness, have life in yourself. Have all that in spite of them.

Don't let them keep taking pieces of you and your life.

Beat the living shit out of it!!

Posted by an anonymous user on 10/2/2008 4:31:00 AM (Report abuse)

Even if you do pray for God to strike you down, maybe he's keeping you alive so you can LEARN from it. Not necessarily learn from your memories, but learn how to hold your head up high and live, overcome the bad stuff that'd been happening in your life. The process is much harder than you think.

You can survive. He wants you to learn. (:

Posted by Penguin on 10/2/2008 1:29:00 AM (Report abuse)

I get so sick of hearing how bad people think they have it. How many lives will you tear up if you succeed in such a selfish act? Why don't you get some balls and LIVE life. Coward.

Posted by an anonymous user on 10/1/2008 11:19:00 AM (Report abuse)

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