I finished watching this film just 5 minutes ago and I want to tell you that if you feel lost, confused, scared, humiliated, close to quit this life...remember that the only way to change it into positive is staying here keeping you faith in this world and people who surround you.
Don't give up on building your life, choosing your job and lifestyle.Many young boys and girls still find it easy to give up causing much pain to their families and friends
It's hard enough to pick up the right words, but I just want to say that at the moment I'm feeling isolated and I really am.I thought that my homosexuality is just another stage which I'd pass but it all has turned out that I really am gay.Or just still confused.But nevermind.
This year was very hard for me, because I've failed several exams and I've been close to being kicked out from the university.Obviously, I saw no sense in what I'm still doing and I thought that it was all coming to the borderline which I'd have to step over.Just like that bridge.I was thinking about jumping into the river, about hanging myself...
My parents don't really know me well and I cause a lot of trouble even when they don't know I'm gay.I know they want me to give them grandchildren, to build up the carrer and that's what I'm dreaming about ahen I'm not dreaming about finding love.So I have to live with a thought that one day I will seriously dissapoint them.And I will if I don't proove to them and to myself that I'm OK in everything: I can study, I can do a lot of other good stuff.
This is what you have to proove to yourself.Just because his, her, mine, their, your sexuality doesn't define that much.
I know I've said a lot of irrelavant things but the most important is: surpass pain and choose to live.This is what this movie's just taught me.In 89 minutes.So, if you feel bad, just watch it and you'll feel better and find courage to go on.
Peace! Excuse me for my poor language and messing with the tenses.