Problem child
Posted by Tempestdancer on 10/11/2008 10:18:00 PM
I'm scared of my problems...
im 15 an di have servere depression, an anxiety disorder, Bulemia, Bipolar and schizophrenia plus more.
I'm scared of myself and how its affecting those around me...
Esspecially my boyfriend
He have saved me from killing myself several times, and what he gets in return is hate and a brakeup...EACH TIME...until my mood changes.I dnt control my moods obvisously with bipolar.
He says he doesnt mind hes just happy I'm still there and I love him
but I see him die a little inside each time I try to kill or hurt myself!
I DO HAVE PROFESSIONAL HELP!!!
i go to the school counciler an da pychiertrist(however u spell it) and i have talked to my rents
Tags: suicide, problem, 15, depression, anxiety, bipolar, bulemia, schizophrenia, boyfriend, moods, love, scared
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im 15 an di have servere depression, an anxiety disorder, Bulemia, Bipolar and schizophrenia plus more.
I'm scared of myself and how its affecting those around me...
Esspecially my boyfriend
He have saved me from killing myself several times, and what he gets in return is hate and a brakeup...EACH TIME...until my mood changes.I dnt control my moods obvisously with bipolar.
He says he doesnt mind hes just happy I'm still there and I love him
but I see him die a little inside each time I try to kill or hurt myself!
I DO HAVE PROFESSIONAL HELP!!!
i go to the school counciler an da pychiertrist(however u spell it) and i have talked to my rents
Tags: suicide, problem, 15, depression, anxiety, bipolar, bulemia, schizophrenia, boyfriend, moods, love, scared
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Stop hurting yourself, simple answer, he obviously loves you, why would you want to put him throught the pain of seeing you die?
Pull yourself together, get some profesional help and when you change moods dont do anything drastic, wait until your thinking steady.
Talk to him, if you love him too just imagine being problem free and a sweet couple :)
Good luck
Pull yourself together, get some profesional help and when you change moods dont do anything drastic, wait until your thinking steady.
Talk to him, if you love him too just imagine being problem free and a sweet couple :)
Good luck
Posted by MissingYou on 10/12/2008 4:17:00 AM (Report abuse)
talk to your parents about seeing a psychiatrist. there are meds to control bipolar disorder, anxiety, depression and schizophrenia. while you may not be able to take them all at the same time, i think this will help your life calm down and put your boyfriend at ease a bit. it'll also show him that you care. it'll show your family that you care too.
sometimes action really do speak louder than words.
as for the bulimia... well you already know it's not goos for you, so why don't you talk to someone about it? about how to stop and become healthy.
sometimes action really do speak louder than words.
as for the bulimia... well you already know it's not goos for you, so why don't you talk to someone about it? about how to stop and become healthy.
Posted by Taye1402 on 10/11/2008 10:30:00 PM (Report abuse)