This place is refreshing. I revealed a secret yesterday. I actually think it helped. Me feel better. Altho I used the word "hate"....I don't hate. He (my husband) just really annoys me A LOT.
I have a crush on someone I work with...but I have never cheated. It would totally be against everything I believe in. But....sometimes...I think about it. I daydream about the single days...will this last the rest of my life! ? God, oh dear God, I truelly hope not. I want to be happy. But my husband would probably do something outrageous if I admitted this to him...like hurt himself bad...or even..the unthinkable. I couldn't bear to have that resting on my shoulders..he's a great father to our 4 month old.
I know I'm being selfish..but if you feel a certain way...how do you make yourself stop? I JUST WANT TO BE FREE AGAIN!
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